I have come to a realization,I will never let any man delude me into believing that I am truly loved or even admired.There's no truth in men's words,I just knew that And LOVE?..It did not exist at all.
My faith in union has gone faded, washed with my tears and evaporated with the heat of passion dying out as desire subsided.
I will no longer subject myself to the crazy notion that a man could be honestly straightforward with me with what they are actually feeling.If being a boy-toy seems enjoyable to some, I find it obscenely detestable like acid in my tongue that I could taste violence rising up within my throat threatening to block passage of air.
Enough with pretension.It is now my game,my rules and my "win".I shall show no mercy to those who will try to sway me with feign affection.I am even too busy to spare time thinking of how a man will feel towards my hidden evil scheme.If a guy sees evil in me,then a bitch I will be to him.No signs of mercy.No human emotions within.
Why have I gone so bitter and so painfully revengeful?Well, it comes with age and obviously painful experience.
No comments:
Post a Comment