Yesterday, I received a message from my dear friend, Chona, she told me that it is time for me to move on to the next chapter of my life.I knew she means I need to love again.


 Her message made me contemplate. Am I ready to risk my heart again? Am I prepared to the accompanying pain?


 Ohh,godd....I was almost in tears just by thinking how hard my life has been.I couldn't possibly be a victim of pretensions.I will never subject myself to the illusion of being loved.


 Yes, I could love..but to think I am being loved in return?That is purely nonsense!NO one could love me.Nobody will.And I have accepted that sad truth.