I Survived

No human being is immune to pain and suffering.We all suffer at different times in different stages of our lives and regardless of the level of pain we go through, we only have to be brave and hope to survive.I have been through a lot of pain and looking back I cannot fathom how I did it but surely I must be regarded as a survivor with flying colors.

My Mind is Empty Today

How will I know if a man  truly loves me?..Ahh, such question is so vague that I could not find the point where to start.Actually, I lost my faith in love. I don't believe it truly exists. For me it is just a fleeting moment. One day you will so warm and amorous towards a a certain person and  the next morning, you will you are fooling yourself for that person does not excite you anymore.Am I being ironic?Well, probably I am.I dunno.I feel morbid about this whole thing.I am not saying I am adding sarcasm to my existence.I am just being practical.I am just reflecting back what the world is giving me.Or could it be the other way around?

I have known a certain guy who promised to do everything for me with just my go signal.Oh, crap.I don't even know what he is up to.I don't even know what he really wants in me. Every time I talk about my best friend whom he did not even know of,he go defensive and ready to fight for something he is not even sure what it is. "Come on, be a man.Tell me what you really want.", I wanna tell him this.

Akin Ka Lang

Of all the friends that has stood by me, you are the only one whom I don't want to have someone to share with. I don't one anyone getting near you

Pangako Sa Iyo

Darating ako umaraw man o bumagyo,pangako......hahay..sarap pakinggan....I used to love the feeling of being promised those lines.I waited a year.No one arrives.No one came.

Now, it is my turn to make that promise.Yet,this time, I will keep it.I will see you.I dunno how but I will.

Five more months...yeah...that short..soon I will be free.I am saving all my emotions for that day to come when I am finally free.

It seems that nothing is happening now,yes, but deep within I can hear the applause-people applauding for my final grip of freedom.I will soon be free.....!!

Stay Away

November 5,2012

Yeah.I want you away from me.Don't even think of coming close.I am way better when you are not around lurking like my own shadow.You freak me out.

I hate being watched from afar by you.I don't appreciate your questioning mind.I hope you are not thinking I am cold and insensitive.It is just not normal for me to fall in love that easy.If I am giving you time then be contended with it.You are lucky to have spent a few hours with me.I think that was enough.Don't expect for more.

If I love you in some way,then be happy for that.