Today is the 31st of October.I will start counting the days until the day I will be totally free.I know March is still so far away and seems hazy but staying on the positive side will somehow make this journey easier for me and for the people who truly cares.
Last night, he bugged me again with his drama.I cannot understand why such an intelligent man like him be downsized resembling an imbecile when it comes to emotional aspect.He started telling me lies again. I am sorry but that is how I will see it.
"The FATE of your heart is your choice and no one else gets the vote"
This sucks.I wish I have someone to blame to for the fate that my heart is in now.Every girl has someone to call her own,right?..But why do we always end up crying?Are we not suppose to have one guy for each one of us?
Tsk..tsk..I want a bottle of beer right now please.
"All I ever wanted is to forget...yet when I thought I had, pictures of you keep emerging in my head like pieces of wood floating up to the surface that reveals the shipwreck below."
He came and he never left.That is what he is to me.There are times that he would fade away in the background letting me decide and stand on my own but when things get real tough, he would swing right in the middle and let his wisdom took over every chaos that comes my way.
Sometimes, promises are made to be hold true and deep within I know he will always be there for me.My Angel, my hero, my strength.
