Tuesday, May 22, 2012

 I cannot forget the way you clasp my hand as if telling me I am yours.My days are now spent day dreaming of what had occurred.You are a man of few words and I could not fathom what is going on in your head.You would rather stay silent and stare at me than talk.I find it quite challenging because I am a person who regard the importance of communication in my relationship in any form.How will I forget the way you draw me closer to you in silence? Did you expect me to yield to your need as your desire arises in a tantamount force? Was I innocently sending signal of desperate need of you?How will I know of what has been going on in your beautiful head if you will keep on building that barrier?Are you aware that I could sense pain in your past?What are you afraid of? Isn't it me who is going to be more cautious that one day you will hurt me more than I could take?   So many questions and I am left with no option but to wait  in uncertainty. Is this how should love develop?How will I know if this is a good idea?   All I know is here I am in my office, sitting in front of my computer and typing away all the building up emotions. Every part of me is aching for your touch.Deep within my being I could feel cold pain as memories of you and me linger in my head like a movie that has been played far too may times that it is forever etched in my memory.I miss you so much that I wanted to be with you somewhere where all that matters is you and me.  When will I see you again?Would time kill this emotion whatever it is inside of me now?So many unanswered questions that I know you will never be able to deal with anymore.Wherever you are now, I just wish that even for a fleeting moment you will think of me.

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