Everything used to be perfect.My faith in friendship was renewed and I thought that finally I could love again and be loved in return.God has finally answered my prayers,so I thought.Despite the little issues that would emerge from time to time, I feel so secure that I got someone I could trust with who and what I am."Finally",I kept repeating to myself with a smile form in my face and my heartbeat doing a crescendo.I lived in that unreal and seemingly fantasy world for years (yes,years) until days ago I was confronted with a shocking revelation that until now I still couldn't believe it is true.
How could someone who has built me up,made me strong and pushed me to be what I am now destroy me in just a day of truth?All along, I was taken as a fool, a gathering topic and a clown for short without me knowing it.
I feel hurt, crushed and ultimately betrayed.I am not sure if I could trust someone again.I will never be the same gullible girl anymore.This time I will be the real vamp from hell.
I wanna let that person know how terrible I feel as the pain of betrayal refuses to ebb.
